Bitch!

I don't know why I make such an effort to be nice and a good person and accomodate other people's needs. If I only get blamed and criticised for not bending myself more then I might as well be a selfish bitch. 
If I was demanding and selfcentered and a spoiled brat, then I might sometimes get what I need and deserve, and at least when I was blamed and criticised people would have a reason for it.